Journal Entry: 7/10/19:
I remembered I wanted an ice block at my wedding for $300 and dad said “Absolutely not.”
I have had many times during my life when I was craving something so bad that I would justify the want or addiction with the “Why not?” mentality and it more often than not gets me in trouble.
- Why not smoke weed while blowing off the yard?
- Why not drink wine every night?
- Why not take out a loan for $30,000 if you only really need $10,000
- Why not try and be an influencer on social media?
- Why not try and make a million dollars by age 30?
I’m grateful today to have a program in place to smooth out the mountain tops and raise up the valleys to a more balanced, loving and structured live that I absolutely love.